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Who I Really Want To Help Is —– ME

This Blog Is All About ME Helping ME

This blog is all about me helping me. Boy does that heading sound piggish. It is the truth however. If you want to understand the full meaning behind those words and how they affect you, please continue reading.

The decade of the nineties was an especially difficult time in my life. Yes there were definitely beautiful flashes of joy and times of true happiness. For the most part however these were overshadowed by a relentless grind through one difficult morass after another. My inner pain was real. Look at the image above. That is what it felt like to me at times. At some point during that decade, in order to continue to survive, I had to anesthetize myself on the inside. I interacted with others, talked, listened, laughed, got angry, but on the inside I was numb. It was as if a dentist had given me an inner dose of Novocain. It was a method of coping that is not recommended to anybody unless your very survival is at stake.

During the nineties, employment decisions were made in deference to various other responsibilities. I still have in my possession an employee ID badge with my photograph and identifying information. It was for a job that I couldn’t stand but I had to push through with it nonetheless. After ultimately moving on to other employment, I kept the ID badge. I look at that badge from time to time, especially the eyes in the photo. I see unmitigated pain in the eyes. No tears. No emotion. Just pain. How I wish I could go back in time and help that guy somehow. A good guy who was lost in a fog and just needed some empathetic help.

What is meant when I say “this blog is all about me helping me” is that there are human beings right now with their hand and forearm sticking above the water line, as in the image above, as I was in the nineties, hoping against hope to grab on to some sort of lifeline to avoid drowning in the vicissitudes of life. These humans could be age sixteen or seventy-six. They could be male or female. Their skin complexion could range the entire color spectrum. It does not matter. They are all “me”. This blog is about sharing what I have learned and experienced first hand about consciously manifesting reality to other “me’s” out there now who are slogging through a morass of debilitating circumstances with no apparent end in sight, no light at the end of the tunnel. If I did not have absolute proof from my own life that conscious manifesting techniques produce results, then most assuredly I would not be wasting my precious remaining time in this world writing these blog posts each week. My method of going back to that 1990’s me and helping him is to offer up through this blog, information that has helped me, and entertaining the hope that it will help others in the here and now.

Grain By Grain, Drop By Drop, Inch By Inch

So from birth to death, our lives slowly proceed, day by day, grain by grain, inch by inch, drop by drop. Until that one day when your name is listed in the daily death notices. Do you ever read the death notices? An example might be as follows: John Q. Public, age 83, died last Tuesday at St. John’s Hospice after a short illness. John was survived by blah, blah, blah. John was loved by everyone and led a full life. He worked at Smith Brothers Labs for 31 years retiring as vice-president for research. He was loved by everyone and led a full life. John volunteered 99 hours a week at the church mission and still had time for his loving wife, 7 children, 16 grandchildren and 5 great grandchildren as well as the many orphans that he and his wife adopted. John enjoyed going to be beach, bowling, gardening and feeding stray animals. John was loved by everyone and led a full life. He will be sorely missed by everyone, even those who never knew him. Services will be held at Quigley Funeral Home tomorrow at 7:00 pm. Burial services will be at Peaceful Valley Cemetery the following morning at 10:00 am. John’s family asks that in lieu of flowers, donations be made to: The Little Old Ladies Who Sit By The Window Knitting Foundation.

I am one of those old school guys who still read the newspapers (even though I also get news from the internet). And yes, I do read the death notices. Some of them have photographs of the deceased, I usually scan all the notices to note the age of the person when they died. Some have long biographical descriptions of the events of their life. Others have a brief biography. Yet others just give out the age at death, family members and funeral service information. Occasionally there will be the poignant notice of the death of a child which inevitably moistens my eyes. Although I still hold out hope, I have never read any death notice that says, “Joe was a useless SOB and all in the family are relieved that he has finally croaked so they can at least grab a few bucks from his estate.”

How would you construct your own newspaper death notice? Are you completely satisfied with what your life has been? How do you think your afterlife life review in the hereafter will go for you? While you cannot un-do what has been done in your life, are there things yet undone that you intensely desire to do with your remaining time? What is your reason for wanting to do these things? Is the impetus from the outside or from within you. While I am not qualified to judge anybody, including myself, I humbly submit that if your life is swayed by outside influences, you need to take a time out. The Kingdom of God is within you. The Kingdom of God should be your sole indicator. Take full advantage of your time out to listen, really listen, to guidance from within. Every day of life is so precious that to ignore guidance from Universal Intelligence within is a grievous mistake. It could render your death notice along the lines of “He could have, but sadly, he chose not to”.

Start, get started today, consciously manifesting the reality that fulfills the dreams of your Imagination. You really can you know, if you choose to.

Why The F Were You Born Anyway?

Getting back to the humans listed in the daily death notices, I wonder about the people listed in the notice. I wonder if they felt that they “hit the mark” of why they were born into the world in the first place. Are you like a bird or a squirrel that is born, lives and dies and the world just keeps going with new birds and new squirrels. With humans, after a few generations, memory of you fades away as if you were never here. Maybe a gravestone, maybe some family mementos. If you are a bigshot you might have something named after you. If you are Abraham Lincoln or George Washington you’ll get your own memorials and dozens of books written about you. Then let’s say that sooner or later humans finally succeed in their efforts to obliterate the entire human race (nuclear war, intentional pandemics, biological warfare, etc.). After a period of time, the earth would be cleansed of radiation or bacterium and a new dominant species of being would come forth. If that was the case, why the F were you born anyway?

I submit to you that you were born to enter into union with your Creator and to act as a conduit for exhibiting the Power, the Intelligence, the Imagination, the Love of the creative and unifying force of everything, everywhere – God. Whatever you are called to do, to say, to speak, to think, by your Inner Light, nothing else matters. What happened before and what happens after doesn’t matter. Even if the entire earth disintegrates and nothing is left but space dust (and perhaps your dirty underwear), if you heed the call of the Voice Within, your life will be an unqualified success. You will be giving spiritual fist pumps and shouting “Yes” when you subsequently view your life review. We are all here to manifest the Divine Force by consciously manifesting the dreams of our God-given Imagination. Those that were born with mental restrictions are here to teach us how to manifest selfless Love. Conscious manifesting always was the plan of why you were born. It is life. Choose life.

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Hey, Wake Up – Here’s Your Key – Now Enter Your Dream

You Have Been Given The Power – The Power To See The Unseen

Let’s get right to it, time is precious. In scripture in Hebrews 11:1 is that eternal, beautiful truth as follows: Faith is the reality of what is hoped for, the proof of what is not seen (Holman Christian Standard Bible). Every human being ever born, even those with mental or physical challenges, has been gifted at birth with an amazing power. This power is called faith. Let’s go to a secular source, the Oxford Language dictionary, with regard to the definition of faith. Faith is defined as “complete trust or confidence in someone or something”. Thus, faith in God can be defined as complete trust or confidence in God. Continuing on in this vein, the word “complete” means one hundred percent, not even so much as a fraction of a percent missing. For example, you have complete confidence that the breath coming out of your mouth or nose is your breath and not the breath of your neighbor. That is not something that you believe. It is something that you know. Even though you cannot see or feel it yet, you have faith, you absolutely know that the next breath that comes out of your mouth or nose will be your breath and not your neighbor’s breath. You have faith that the breath coming out of your body is from your lungs. It is your breath.

So now let’s explore the words “faith in God”. Although God – Ultimate Intelligence, Original Source, I AM that I AM – is undefinable, we can identify a manifestation of the Divine in this dimension. The demonstration of the Divine is your awareness of being. What are you currently aware of being? Who are you currently aware of being? Are you aware of being poor, rich or somewhere in between? Are you aware of expressing good health or poor health or somewhere in between? And so on. What is real to you? What is natural to you? What can you see, feel, hear as real in your current life expression. Not in the outer circumstances or people around you but what can can see, feel, hear in your God-given Image-ination? What can you see, feel, hear on the inside. This is where you were gifted with the power to co-create with the Creator. Deep down, right down to your inner core, what is your current awareness of being? This is where you experience connection with Ultimate Intelligence and this is where you completely let go and allow Ultimate Intelligence to direct how and when your manifestation arrives. The skeptic will say, “Nonsense, if you cannot see it, it does not exist, it’s snake oil. Atheists manifest things in their lives all the time without a belief in any type of god.” To respectfully respond, I would say that deep down, the atheist has confidence in being able to accomplish what they set out to achieve. This, in fact, is an awareness of being and is the way all humans connect with God whether they are conscious of it or not.

Galatians 6:7 – God Is Not Mocked

What is blasphemy? From Wikipedia comes this – an insult that shows contempt, disrespect or lack of reverence concerning a deity or something holy or sacred. Blasphemy is a word that has been used by religious authorities down through the ages to identify and punish those with opposing views to the designated religious powers that be. In the European religious wars of the sixteenth through eighteenth centuries, the Protestants called the Catholics blasphemers and the Catholics called the Protestants blasphemers. Over thirty countries today have anti-blasphemy laws on the books where blasphemy is punishable by death.

In the movie, “Kingdom of Heaven”, the bishop of Jerusalem is portrayed as a particularly greasy and oily personality who is particularly interested in protecting his tookus. During a meeting of all the bigwigs at the king’s castle, a statement is made that totally contradicts the stated position of the bishop. Yeah, you guessed it. The first word out of the bishop’s mouth in response is “Blasphemy”. My son and I always get a chuckle out of it because it is so patently self-serving.

I don’t know about you but I think those who feel the need for anti-blasphemy laws are way off base. Is God some petulant gang leader wearing a dew rag who needs retribution when someone “disses” Him? I think not.

Going to scripture, in Galatians 6:7 it states, “Do not be deceived. God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows” (New International Version). And there it is. It is impossible to mock God. You simply cannot do it. In this dimension of existence that you live in called Earth, you are a sower and then subsequently you are a reaper. It is a very simple equation. To sow means to plant. To reap means to harvest. Every thought that you plant in your imagination leads to an act. The act leads to a habit. The habit leads to a character. A character leads to a destiny.

Every physical effect has a spiritual cause. I will repeat that – everything that happens in your world comes into being because of a spiritual cause. By the words spiritual cause, I don’t mean you have to say some prescribed prayer sanctioned by church authorities. A spiritual act can be something as simple as just sitting quietly and activating your Imagination. God cannot possibly be mocked. You will harvest whatever it is that you plant. Every time – all the time. If you plant corn, you are going to harvest corn, not tomatoes. Every physical event from start to finish comes about due to a spiritual cause.

The Only Thing Holding You Back Is ———- Y-O-U

Let’s play a fast game of Jeopardy.

Answer: Let go, just let go.

Question: If faith is the key that unlocks the door to a beautiful life, how do I get faith?

The key is already in your hands but you have to place it in the keyhole and turn the latch in order to unlock the door. Just let go of all the countless “yeah buts” and let events play out as directed by Divine Source. Dwell on God, who works through your awareness of being. There is either God or mammon, There is no sense in trying to keep one foot in each. It just doesn’t work. Do your part. Plant the seeds. Nurture them with your Imagination. Every single day, maybe twice a day, sit quietly and fully engage your Imagination to already be what you desire to be, to already have what you desire to have. There are several ways to do this. Scripting is one. Creating a “spiritual glow” with gratitude is another. Find the way that feels best to you and then bar the door against the inevitable arrival of the “excuses gang”.

OK, you have experienced some tough breaks and some rough times. You can believe me when I say so have I. You’ve been dealt some incredibly bad cards during the game of life. Every single minute of your life that you spend of your limited allotment of time feeling sorry for yourself is a horribly wasted minute of life. By feeling sorry for yourself, you succeed in holding yourself back. You have actually planted a rotten seed that you will subsequently harvest in the time ahead as rotten fruit. You will cry, “Why does everything always happen to me?” Refuse to allow the feeling sorry for yourself stuff to enter the living room of your house (your mind). Always be busy entertaining beautiful guests (your Imaginal desires) so that the “feeling sorry crowd” (of thoughts) cannot get past the velvet rope. Refuse to allow you to continue holding you back.

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Produce, Write, Direct and Star In A Movie

You Are A Movie Studio

When I was a kid growing up in the fifties and early to mid sixties, big screen movies were still the “main event” of filmed acting. Television was definitely encroaching on the domain of the movies but tv was still in its small screen, black and white only, tv antenna required, just three networks stage. The big movie studios – MGM, Warner Brothers, Paramount, 20th Century Fox, Universal, Columbia – controlled over 90 % of movies produced and distributed. Today’s “big five” – Disney, Paramount, Sony, Universal and Warner Brothers still hold about 75 % of the market. Many more movies today are made independently of the big movie studios. Many movies are going directly to streaming services and never make it to the big screen. Movie-making is an ever adapting industry.

Were you aware that Y-O-U are your own independent movie studio? Right now, you have the ability to “finance” a movie, write a movie screenplay, direct and star in your own movie. “Financing” your movie is 100 % guaranteed. As the producer you get to control every aspect of the movie. As the screenwriter, you get to create a script that fits in perfectly with the type of movie that you want to make. As director, you are entitled to oversee and guide all the actors in the movie. As the star of the movie, you get to display the full range of your acting skills and emotions.

What The Heck Is He Talking About?

By this point you are probably wondering what in the world I am talking about. There is no way in the world that you have the money and resources to make a movie. You say that you do not know the first thing about producing, screenwriting, directing and acting. I am going to go ahead and respectfully contradict you on all counts. You do possess the resources. You do know everything that you need to know about screenwriting, directing and acting. Read on.

First, your financing and resources as the producer come forth from your unlimited, inherent Imagination. Your Imagination has the ability to create any type of movie action that you choose. Your Imagination is the financing. Your budget is large, only restricted by the level of your faith. Everyone has access to Imagination but you have to make the free will choice to activate it.

Second, if you know how to read and write, that is all the skill you require to be the screenwriter for you movie. It is your movie. You get to choose whatever words you want the actors to say. You choose the scenario. What is it that you want in your life? Money? A relationship of some sort? Career Success? Good Health? The ability to help a loved one? Choose what you want. Imagine a scene or scenes that portray the successful receiving of your chosen desire. Does it involve just you or does your movie scene involve one or more other people? Just write down what you would be saying and what the other person or persons would be saying in the “real-ization” of your desire fulfilled. Put it in the form of a script.

I will present an example of a short two minute movie scene. Just make whatever words you choose words that you yourself BELIEVE with all your heart and mind.

You: I am so thankful that what I really wanted has finally come true in my life. I always knew it would happen and now it has.

Other Person: I have to admit that I thought you were really wasting your time with all this manifesting jazz. I was even kinda worried your were living in some sort of fantasy land. Even you have to admit that it didn’t look too good for you.

Third person: I’m guilty too. Don’t get me wrong – I am really happy for you that you got your breakthrough, I really am. But I hope you don’t down us for thinking that it wasn’t going to happen for you.

You: Are either of you familiar with the bible verse in Hebrews 11 about faith?

Second Person: Not really.

Third Person: Well I guess it’s something about faith.

You: It defines what faith is. It goes like this – Faith is the assurance of the unseen. Real simple. Let me give you the definition of the word “assurance”. It means certain to be achieved. Ya know, circumstances do not matter. Only state of being matters. By that I mean even though my outer eyes couldn’t see it, my inner eyes, my Imagination always saw it as clear as day. If you totally “have something on the inside” then, in due time, you are totally assured of it happening on the outside. The one big BUT is if you allow doubt to sneak in and rock the boat and throw it off course.

Thirdly, as director, you decide precisely how all three people in that scene play their roles. Pauses of speech, tone of speech, choice of feeling, etc.

Fourthly, as the star actor, you hear your voice, you feel the emotions, you hear and respond to the other actors lines, you feel the surroundings of where it takes place, you see all the accompanying “props” used in the scene. For example, if your desire is money, you look at the bank statement that confirms the money you are in possession of. If your desire is better health, you look at the hospital discharge report that confirms your healing. As an actor, use all of your senses to be in total union with your part.

When you completely feel something as real, and persist in that feeling, things definitely happen to materialize that feeling. One of the careers that I have had in this lifetime was that of an undercover operative. My “cover” in that endeavor was something that I got so “into” as far as my belief that it was real that after I proceeded to another career, it was in the industry that I had chosen as my cover.

An Honest To Goodness Real Life Example

In 2005, I started feeling knee pain in both knees. When I got a thorough orthopedic exam, the physician said that I would probably have to have knee replacement surgery within five years. I blew past 2010 but as the years progressed, he knees were slowly becoming more and more of a challenge. As 2022 arrived, I finally resolved to get at least one of the knees replaced at some point later this year after I finished manifesting some things in other areas of living. Although it is possible, and I have successfully done it, it is difficult to manifest many different desires simultaneously. So I decided to just keep it simple and uncomplicated. I did not do the “my knees feel like they did when I was twenty” movie. I choose to do the “my knees really feel better” movie. How this was going to come about I didn’t know and didn’t care. For about a month I just spent that golden two minutes a day living in my movie while I relaxed on the hydromassage chair at my local Planet Fitness. Halfway through that month I developed a bad toothache. I wear full dentures but my dentist advised me to keep my remaining tooth roots to maintain gum integrity. As he is now retired, I had to find a new dentist. After taking x-rays, she saw extensive infection of various tooth roots and recommended extracting all thirteen teeth stubs. She said the infection was releasing chemicals into the body that were detrimental to my health. My dental insurance covered 70 % while the dentist agreed to waive the 30 % co-pay, so I said “OK, let’s get them out.” One week she extracted six on the top and the next week she took out the seven on the bottom. Not more than 48 hours after the last of the infected teeth were removed, I was delighted to observe that my knees felt better then they have in quite a while. Both were still “bone-on-bone” but they definitely feel better. My assumption is that unknown to me, the release of chemicals from the underlying tooth infection was negatively affecting my knee joints. This past Saturday I was conversing with my son about how delighted I was that my knees felt better all of a sudden. It’s almost eerie how this manifesting stuff works. The two minute movie that was real to me in my Imagination had crystallized into my outer reality through my getting a toothache.

Circumstances do not matter. Only state of being matters.

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You Can’t Serve Two Masters – Make Your Choice

You Cannot Serve Both God and Mammon

I was recently in conversation with a friend when he suddenly made the statement, “Life is meaningless. I get up every day and do the same damn stuff every day – work, eat, shit, sleep, work, eat, shit, sleep and then one day I die.” For whatever reason, this statement got me to reflecting on the words of Jesus from the Sermon On The Mount – “No man can serve two masters: for he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon…….Seek ye first the kingdom of God.”

You cannot serve both God and mammon. They are diametrically opposed forces. One is within you, the other is outside of you.

How do you recognize the concept of God, the eternal I Am. Of course, the easy answer is that God is undefinable. Nevertheless, the answer to that question is very personal and differs from person to person. The author, Barbara Brown Taylor, puts forth an interesting answer – ” My own idea of God, as imperfect and evolving as it is, right now would be (this) – the glue that holds everything together, the consciousness that moves between all living things. When I use the word God, I do not envision a large person with two arms, two legs, a nose and two eyes. I envision instead, a presence so beyond my being, a presence that knows the stars by name and knows me by name as well, that is not here to be useful to me, that is not here to give me things as much as to ask me to give myself away for love. When I say I believe in God, I mean I trust. I trust the goodness of life, of being. I trust that beyond all reason. I trust that with my life. That’s what I mean by God.” The theologian Paul Tillich gave this definition – “God is not a being, God is being itself”. And from the Wall Street legend John Templeton, ” The wonderful substance of God flows in and through us and extends in every direction. There is no place we can go where we are not bathed in the infinite sea of this harmonizing glue of the universe”. Finally there is this from the mystic Neville Goddard regarding the nature of God – “I AM or the awareness of being is the only reality.”

So what is “mammon”? The traditional definition is money, wealth, riches. Researching the word mammon in the Encyclopedia of Religion and Ethics comes the suggestion that the Aramaic word mamon was a loanword from Mishmaic Hebrew meaning money, wealth, possessions although there are indications that it may also have meant “that in which one trusts”. That is the core idea behind mammon – Putting your trust in your money, your investments, your real estate, your employer, your contacts, your education, your intelligence, your family, your friends, your skills, your charisma, your neighbors, your church, your…….well, you get the idea. Mammon is anything outside of the awareness of God.

Texas Hold ‘Em Poker

Have you ever watched The World Series of Poker on television? It is perhaps the best known of the many poker tournaments that are regularly scheduled on network and general audience cable tv. Sports networks such as ESPN have made it a staple of their television lineup. The popularity of the televised tournaments featuring the style of poker known as “Texas Hold ‘Em” surged when they began using hole card or lipstick cams to show the viewer at home the hole (turned down) cards. This engaged the viewer in devising strategy and decision-making during the game. One of the most dramatic events during a game takes place when one of the players decides to go “all-in” by pushing every last chip that they have into the pot. There is that suspenseful moment right before the last cards are dealt. At that point the player who went “all-in” either wins a huge pot or goes bust and has to leave the game.

In the statement, Ye cannot serve God and mammon, you are playing an ethereal game of Texas Hold ‘Em and you are going ‘all-in” on either serving God or mammon. The former choice earns you the biggest pot of them all, communion with God, while sadly the latter choice leaves you spiritually broke. Now this is not to say that you cannot serve God and manifest money as well. What it means however is, in everything, from wake-up to fall-asleep, where do you place your trust? Is your trust in your awareness of being or is it in anything outside of that. Seek first – Seek above all else – the Kingdom of God for from this Kingdom all good things come forth.

The Choice Is Yours

Emmet Fox, the eminent twentieth century author and lecturer, stated with crystal clarity in his essay, “The Golden Key” that every problem of any type can be dealt with effectively by dwelling on God instead of the problem. He envisioned centering your thoughts on God as a “golden key” accessible to everybody, everywhere that would unlock any closed door that you run into in life. If you are in communion with “The Harmonizing Glue of Everything” through employing your divine gift of Imagination, you are serving God. If you place your trust in any person, any group of people, any set of circumstances, any event, you are serving mammon. God is not some guy sitting up in the sky somewhere or on top of Mount Olympus. The Kingdom of God is within each and every one of us. Jesus told the stone cold truth. Manifest your chosen reality by just letting go and going “all-in” by trusting in the power of the Kingdom of God within you.

Step right up ladies and gentlemen and make your choice. You cannot serve both, it’s either God or mammon. One leads to a path of Universal Source, Universal Intelligence, Universal Power, Universal Peace, Universal Love. The other leads to a path of an extremely alluring yet ultimately deceptive dead end. It is your choice. It always has been and always will be until you draw your last breath and the show is over.

Conceive. Believe. Receive.

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Spiegel Im Spiegel – Escape To A World of Peace

Spiegel Im Spiegel ——- Mirror In The Mirror

I enjoy music. Many different types of music. There is something about musical sounds that are able to reach deep within a person and precipitate various feelings and emotions. Feelings of exuberance. Feelings of peace. Feelings of sadness. Feelings of beauty. Feelings of nostalgia. Feelings of happiness. Feelings of introspection. Feelings of high energy.

In 2018, after I retired at the age of sixty-five from a job that I was employed in for twenty years, I took some time off before embarking on subsequent employment. It was a wonderful respite period. One of the various activities that I engaged in was “surfing You Tube”. I used time that I had never had before to explore different videos, lectures, documentaries and musical performances. One day I happened upon a video performance of a piano and cello piece composed by an Estonian composer named Avro Part The piece is called Spiegel Im Spiegel and it is approximately ten minutes long. I was absolutely transfixed by its minimalist exquisite beauty. Since that time I estimate that I have listened to Spiegel Im Spiegel over a thousand times. Each time I listen to the piece of transcendent music, it is as if I am hearing it for the first time. One post in a blog I came across featured a link to a performance of Spiegel Im Spiegel. The written body of the blog post was simply the words “This is so beautiful” repeated twenty four times in six columns of four. And yeah, it is.

Spiegel Im Spiegel is translated as ‘mirror in the mirror”. This refers to an infinity mirror which produces an infinity of images reflected by parallel plane mirrors. It was originally written for piano and violin. Subsequent adaptations have substituted the violin with cello, viola, clarinet, flute, oboe, bassoon and trombone. Since 1996, it has been incorporated into twenty-six films and seventeen television productions.

Avro Part was born in 1935 in Estonia which was subsequently swallowed up by the Soviet Union. He attended Talinn Music Conservatory. In 1968 he reached a turning point in his life. He renounced all his previous techniques and compositions. For the next eight years he composed very little. He spent a great deal of time in study and contemplation and emerged in 1976 inventing a new musical compositional style called tintinnabuli. which means “the ringing of bells”. Spiegel Im Spiegel was composed in 1978.

A Ten Minute Float To Another Dimension

The reason I love this musical composition is that it allows me on a daily basis to escape the harshness and dissonance of this world. The initial strains of the cello always tend to start sending me in spirit to a different dimension – a dimension of contemplative peace and serenity. The flow of the music allows me to float – it is almost like a hypnotic effect. All the different events of my life, past, present, future, successes, mistakes, flow by like a meandering river. It is the experience of listening to time flowing through music. I am gently lifted out of this dimension and transported to a more ethereal dimension. I am always thankful afterward for the magical journey.

The piece was originally written for piano and violin but has been adapted to many other instruments. My personal favorite is the piano and cello. There is something about the sound of the cello that resonates with me. I wish I knew how to play the cello. I have taught myself how to play two musical instruments but I will die without learning how to play the cello. It is a difficult instrument to learn. I can however, enjoy listening to it. In Spiegel Im Spiegel the cello part is the breath of life and the piano part is the heart beating peacefully.

I have boxes and boxes of photographs from when I was growing up and when my children were growing up. Between now and the time of my death, I am going to get three large heavy-duty poster boards. I will paste representative photos on the three boards. I have already told my children not to bother saying any words over my body. Just put my casket in the grave plot next to my mother and brother. At the funeral home, before heading out to the cemetery, just set up the three poster boards and spend two or three minutes with each one while playing a recording of Spiegel Im Spiegel. Spend the last ten minutes with my dead body floating down memory lane and remembering “the good times”.

A Partner In Your Manifesting Journey

One of the big difficulties in manifesting your reality through a deliberate focusing of your thoughts is being able to discipline your mind to relax and calm down. This is an obstacle that I and many others encounter when engaging in manifesting efforts. Think of a jar of spring water into which you put an amount of dirt. If you leave the jar alone, the dirt will eventually settle to the bottom and the water will be clear unless you keep shaking the jar which will “muddy up” the water. In manifesting, it is essential that you are in a relaxed mode when you go about implementing your mental demonstration. Let all the intrusive thoughts “settle to the bottom”. Spiegel Im Spiegel can be your partner in your manifesting journey. The transcendent sound of this beautiful music can help get you in a receptive mode for imaging your desire as your now reality.

Children are particularly receptive to the calming effect of this piece of music. There is a story that I came across of a baby in a hospital ICU that responded miraculously to the continuous sound of this music after her parents placed it by her bed. Healing through music. Feel free to use one of the many versions of Spiegel Im Spiegel that are available on the internet. Play it in the background to help you create magic in your own life through the power of Imagination.

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All You Really Ever Control for Sure Is YOU

Sorry Pete, But I Got To Do For Me And Mine

The comedy movie, “O Brother Where Art Thou”, is about the adventures of three escapees from a 1930’s Mississippi chain gang. The names of the escapees are Everett, Delmar and Pete. As they are being pursued by the authorities, they hide out in the barn of Pete’s cousin, Wash Hogwallop. In the middle of the night, they discover that the barn is surrounded by a heavily armed sheriff’s posse. When they look out from the barn loft, they see standing next to the sheriff, Pete’s cousin, who turned in Everett, Delmar and Pete for the bounty. Pete yells out from the barn “I’ll kill you Judas Iscariot Hogwallop”. Pete’s cousin replies, “Sorry Pete, I know we’re kin but they got this depression goin’ on and I got to do for me and mine.”

So let’s say, in a strictly figurative sense, that adverse circumstances have you trapped in the barn and you are surrounded by your pursuers. Where do you turn for help in your situation?

Do you turn to friends?

“Sorry Dude, I’d love to help you, I really would, but I got to do for me and mine”.

Do you turn to neighbors?

“I’m really sorry, but I got to do for me and mine. By the way, can I borrow your hedge clippers?”

Do you turn to fellow students at your school or co-employees at your place of work or members of your fraternal organization?

“Sorry, next time for sure, but today I got to do for me and mine”.

Do you turn to family (spouse, parents, children, uncles, aunts, grandparents, nephews, nieces, cousins)?

“Believe me, I would really, really, like to help, I know we’re kin but I got to do for me and mine”.

Well then, who does that leave you to turn to in your time of need?

The answer is Y-O-U. Everyone and everything that you experience in this lifetime is Y-O-U “pushed out”. Your entire life circumstances are merely a reflection in a mirror. How’s that for a radical concept. With the world in the current shape it is in however, as Marcellus said in Hamlet, “There is something rotten in the state of Denmark”. I believe that “more of the same old, same old” is just a recipe for failure.

You Are Continually Looking Into A Mirror

The world around you is a mirror, reflecting all that you are conscious of being. Refrain from trying to change your life circumstances “from the outside” since these circumstances are just a reflection of Y-O-U from the inside, your inner consciousness. This is kind of a bitter pill to swallow because it means that you have to take full responsibility for your reality. Changing your reality without changing your inner awareness is as futile as smashing a mirror in the hopes of changing your face. Leave the mirror alone. Focus on changing your face (your inner consciousness of yourself). You are all that you require to manifest your desired reality. The Kingdom of God is not up in the sky somewhere. It is within you. It is how God lovingly created you. All the outer circumstances of your daily life do not come from anywhere but you. If your desired reality is to come to fruition through the involvement of other people, we are all interconnected, the state of your inner consciousness will act as a magnet to lead the required person or persons to you. Just be aware of what’s going on around you, pay attention and stand in love by maintaining your deliberate focus on the I AM, Universal Love and Intelligence.

When you see something that you do not like or when something happens in your life that you did not expect or want, don’t fight against it. Refrain from getting angry with yourself or saying to yourself “Why did I bring this down on me”? This is not what is meant by taking full responsibility for your reality. The circumstances of your life are not always direct reflections of your inner assumptions. For example, losing your current living quarters doesn’t necessarily mean that within yourself you dwelled on losing your living quarters. It could be one of a number of things including being an opening event in a chain of events leading to the wonderful fulfillment of something that you truly desire. There may be many different factors involved so it is pointless to analyze it. Ask yourself – What core belief is this current circumstance representing to me? Then go about the business of changing that core belief (ie., from a fear of loss of something to a faith in yourself, living free of fear). What you call reality, is just a mirror, reflecting your consciousness, pushed out and solidified.

The Only Way Out Is By Going Within

The ancient maxim goes as follows, “As within, so without”. Solomon put it another way – “Keep your heart with diligence, for out of it are the issues of life”. Jesus Christ stated, “If you believe, you will receive”. A quote from Buddha is: “We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thought. With our thoughts, we make our world”. And from the Roman emperor Marcus Aurelius, “If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment”.

Concentrate, concentrate, and oh yes, concentrate, only on those thoughts and feelings that confirm what you have deliberately imaged in your Imagination as your chosen now reality. The day that you begin consistently, faithfully doing this, is the day that you free yourself instead of resigning yourself to be a long-suffering slave to circumstances. Refuse to accept life on the basis of “the world without”. Assert the Supremacy of your Salvation Within, your Imagination. Find a way to do this and all things must go together for your good.

So how do you remove your focus off something negative that feels so real, you can see it, you can hear it, you can feel it, you can smell it. How? How do you take your focus off of you physical pain when you can feel it? How do you take you mind off of lack of money when the rent is due in three days and you ain’t got it. How do you take your mind off of your jerk of a boss after he acted like a total asshole. There are a number of different ways to do so. Search for the way that fits you best. If I can make a suggestion however, you may want to try this – say these words to yourself with as much feeling as you can possibly muster – “I AM experiencing what I have chosen for my reality through my God-given Imagination (insert here your chosen reality – for example “a peaceful, happy life with me having plenty of money for all my needs”). I AM refusing to respond to anything that impinges on my choice of reality. I AM maintaining my focus on my chosen reality and this brings me happiness. I AM grateful”. It takes the same amount of energy to image those things that make you happy than to image those things that make you angry or sad. It will be very difficult to do at first. It will be hard work. You may ultimately decide to give up. This is the raw truth of the matter. This is radical stuff. The word radical is defined as “a way of doing something very different from the usual way”. This is not “business as usual”. If you decide to stick with it however, it will ultimately become second nature to you. And your adverse situation will start moving away from you, sometimes with great speed, sometimes like the current of a slow moving river, but your situation will improve. It has to. It is immutable law – As within, so without. You will only succeed in changing the reflection in the mirror by changing what the mirror is reflecting. Don’t reach for the mirror, reach within yourself. If you are imaging a desire and then looking to the outside for confirmation, this is precisely what perpetuates your endless cycle of disappointment. Live in the end. Live your desire fulfilled. It will appear when you least expect it.

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Books And Me – Good Friends To The Very End

Faithful Lifelong Friends

Human friendships are fickle in nature. Someone who you may call a friend today, can be a “non-friend” tomorrow over some important or even trivial disagreement. Friends can move away. Friends can die. Friends can change in personality and slowly drift away. Friends can choose to abandon their friendship with you for “new and better” friends. Friends can make themselves scarce if you hit hard times. Friends can suddenly terminate your friendship if their spouse, signifigant other or other friends don’t like you. Friends come and go like the tides of the ocean. Human friendships are a tenuous affair affected by a wide array of variables and conditions.

On the other hand, a book is the quietist and most constant of friends. No matter what is transpiring in your life, no matter what you have done, no matter what you haven’t done, a book will never abandon you. A book does not judge while humans just can’t seem to get enough of judging one another. A book does not demand, overtly or covertly, that you be a certain way, or talk in a certain way or do something in a certain way or risk disapproval or loss of friendship. It is always there for you no matter what. A book will always generously provide you with learning, story-telling, adventure, mystery, laughter, pathos and ethos – whatever you choose. Certain books will prove to be less interesting to you than you thought they might be. Or perhaps you totally disagree with the premise of the book. The book will never “get mad at you” as a result. A book has no hidden agenda other than presenting the words, and ideas, and concepts that are on the pages of the books. The book allows you to receive and assimilate those words, ideas and concepts however you choose. A book is a faithful, lifelong friend.

If Henry Bemis Had Just Carried A Spare Pair

An absolute classic Twilight Zone episode, “Time Enough At Last” (aired November 1959), starred Burgess Meredith as the hounded bank teller and avid book lover, Henry Bemis. Wherever he turns, there is somebody preventing him from reading. One day, randomly entering the bank’s vault to read during his lunch break, a worldwide apocalyptic holocaust occurs. As Bemis exits the vault he finds the outside world in ruins and devoid of all humans. Bemis is subsequently overwhelmed at the reality of his isolation. As he about to commit suicide with a gun he has found, he sees a library that has mostly survived the blast. He spends the remainder of the day joyfully arranging the books in stacks for years of reading well into the future. Of course, this is Twilight Zone so you know there is going to be some kind of twist. Sure enough, on the library steps poor Henry stumbles. His thick glasses, without which everything is blurry to him, fall off and the lenses shatter. As he picks up his broken glasses, he is disconsolate, saying, “It’s not fair. I had time now. There was time enough at last.”

When I was a kid watching that episode, I felt sorry for Henry Bemis. I remember telling my Mom, “if he only had a spare pair of glasses with him, he wouldda been OK”. I never want to be caught in the predicament of Henry Bemis. I always carry a spare set of eyeglasses with me. If I am ever the lone survivor of a nuclear holocaust and am near an intact library, I’ll be all set (LOL). My son has a wonderful collection of over 2,000 books that he has collected over the past 20 years. It is my desire that at some point in what remains in my life, that I can spend an entire year, without any obligations or responsibilities, just reading…..reading as many of those books as I can each day. Just as it was with Henry Bemis, if I could not read, it would be a catastrophe of the highest order.

A Book Is A Portal To Another Dimension

In the 1955 movie, “Marty” starring Ernest Borgnine and Betsy Blair, there is a scene at the end of the movie where Borgnine’s character is hanging around a Bronx street corner early on a Sunday evening with three of his friends. This scene took place after Borgnine’s friends dissuaded him from going out on a second date with the character played by Betsy Blair. The intimation from his friends was that their friendship with Borgnine was in jeopardy if he continued to see Blair. As the four men are standing on the street corner, Marty is silent while the other three are trying to establish what they are going to do that evening. One says to the others, “Whadda you wanna do”? Another of the men says, “I dunno, whadda you wanna do?” A few suggestions are offered but there is no consensus. Finally, Borgnine’s character breaks his silence and says derisively to the other three, ” Whadda you wanna do? I dunno, whadda you wanna do? I must have been crazy to listen to you guys. I know what I wanna do. I’m going to call her up and hopefully she’ll want to go to the movies with me tonight.” Whereupon he departs for the nearest phone booth.

A book is a friend that allows you to do or go or experience or learn whatever you want. Your friend will always say, “OK, Let’s go”. Do you want to go back in time to a certain period in a certain locale? – “OK, Let’s go”. Do you want to introduce to your mind new concepts or ideas? – “OK, Let’s go”. Do you want to retrace your steps and review already introduced ideas and concepts? – “OK, Let’s go”. Do you want to be intrigued by a suspenseful mystery? – “OK, Let’s go”. Do you want to experience the sights and sounds and smells of a different land? – “OK, Let’s go”. Do you need a breather from everyday duties, obligations and responsibilities, to give your mind a rest and just escape for a bit from the world around you? – “OK, Let’s go”. Whatever it is that you want to do, your friend will never say, “Nah, I don’t want to do that”. Your friend will always say to you, “Sounds good, OK, Let’s go”. And unlike television, you will never get commercials.

When you read a book, you are traveling through a portal in your mind into another dimension. It is a lovely sensation. And last, but not least, you can find a book or books that will help you to travel to another dimension of reality and create a life you desire through the magic of manifestation. Scripture is as true as true ever gets when it states- Ask. Seek. Knock. Believe. Receive. Now if you will excuse me, I see an old friend beckoning me now from the bookcase.

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Your Silent Power – Focus On The Mystery of Centering

Stand Up Straight, Stop Slouching

At some point in your life, you may have been told by a parent, or a teacher, or a caregiver, or a grandparent or, well you get the idea, “stop slouching, stand up straight or “don’t slouch at the table” (dinner table) or something in that general vein. Or maybe while you were in line with siblings at an amusement park, you were told by the sibling in front of you, “stop leaning on me”, as your anticipation of getting on that ride almost magnetically pulled your body forward. You have an etheric body, a human energy field or aura, that surrounds your physical body. When you crave things too deeply, your etheric body leans forward toward others that you feel will help you get what your ego craves. This etheric leaning causes you detriment in two different ways. First, it annoys and repels whoever you are leaning towards, a person, the people in a business deal, the purchase of a new house, a new job, a relationship. Second, its trashes your own inner silent power, the power that gives you both incredible strength and peaceful serenity.

At some point in life everyone needs to ask for help when encountering a particular set of circumstances. There is a huge difference however between asking someone for help with something and constantly leaning on others to satisfy your perceived needs. Put forth effort to shape your thoughts, shape your feelings so that you do not require things from others. Yes, it takes work and discipline to shape your thoughts and feelings just as it takes work and discipline to take off that extra twenty pounds that is bogging you down. However, just as getting that twenty pounds off allows you to feel better, disciplining your thoughts and feelings will do likewise. People may not say it but they really do not like being leaned on by your etheric body. Learn to center yourself. Discipline yourself not to constantly lean toward the future but instead to center yourself in the eternal now of each new day. If you are not able to tell for sure if you are in fact leaning forward, keep this adage in mind, “When in doubt, lean out”.

Struggle: Action Laced With Negative Emotion

All people struggle with something or other during the course of their lives. You have. I have. Struggle can be defined as activity toward some type of achievement with said activity laced with negative emotion. Activity or effort with regard to achieving something is natural but the negative emotion is not. That something that ensures ultimate achievement of an undertaking is faith…….faith in the power of Universal Intelligence…….faith in your inner power emanating from the Kingdom of God within you. Not forcing, not pushing, not leaning, but calm action in the now in an organized and patient manner. You say you need $5,000 by next Friday? Well dear reader, fear and anger over the situation is a turning away from your inner silent power. Yes, a manifestation of that type is definitely a major undertaking. As such, it is imperative that you draw from your silent power to bring it forth. Stop, go within, be silent and listen. Just stop talking, whether it is on the outside or on the inside. Just shut up. Then just listen. Then, do what you naturally feel to be able to do in the time frame of now without leaning into the future. When you properly center yourself, when your etheric body is standing straight without leaning, you can most assuredly feel it in your solar plexus area, the third chakra. It is a feeling that is difficult to translate into the proper words. Rather than a wielding of power, when you are centered, you feel that just by being alive that you are expressing silent power, radiating out into all directions, like the rays of the sun. And yes, it is a beautiful, beautiful, transcendent feeling.

Tomorrow Never Comes…….Start Now

Does bringing forth your own inner silent power sound like something you would like to do? Does exuding a silent inner power that is there with you at all times, in all places, in all circumstances, seem like something that you would want for yourself? You may say to yourself, yes, I would really love to have that power in my life, I will get started looking into it tomorrow. NO, tomorrow never comes, get started now. When you get something started, momemtum kicks in and starts carrying you along like a log being carried by the current of a river. But where to start?

An excellent way or place to get started with the process of developing your inner silent power is simply to designate one room in your dwelling, or one area of your dwelling or your desk or work station at work or your car or a favorite plot of ground outside or whatever place you choose. Then begin the process by getting everything in order in your designated place. Make this space clean and as close as you can, pristene, until it resonates a beautiful energy and a perfect zen. If it is your car, get those three month old fries out from the crack in the front seat. If it is your bedroom, get those dirty socks from last year out from under the bed and into the laundry hamper. Go to your clean energy place each day to generate your silent power. Dwell on God. Dwell in the Kingdom of God. During this amount of time, everything else in this world in which you live is of no importance to you. You are free of anger. You are free of fear. You are free of grudges. You are free of regrets. You are free. Just stay within your inner power that comes from the Divine. Keep with it day after day after day. Gradually, the silent energy within becomes part and parcel of your daily life. You feel stronger because you are stronger. Your etheric body becomes lighter and whatever part of it carried darkness begins turning to light. Your life becomes a living, breathing expression of this inner silent power and a calm peace and serene strength courses through you as you live your life each day.

And if you really want to get yourself into the right frame of mind when you go to your special place, go to You Tube and listen to the fabulous jazz singer, Dianne Reeves, sing the song “Testify”.

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The Circumstances Of Your Life ……… The Why Of It

The Why Of It All

Many years ago I had a brief conversation with a man who ran a one man computer repair shop. I brought my laptop to him for repair. When I was picking up the repaired laptop, he went through in detail what he had done. I complimented him on his fine work and reasonable price. In a random joking manner, I complimented him on his honesty saying that it would bode well for him when he gets to heaven. The man looked at me with piercing eyes that silently revealed he had experienced both struggle and suffering. He replied with a straight face, “All I want when I get there is answers.” To that I replied, “Amen brother, amen.”

A Senseless World

So many things happen in your life, in the lives of your friends and loved ones, in the lives of strangers that you only read about, that just don’t make any sense. Why do good people suffer? Why do crappy people prosper? A wonderful person dies young. A miserable old crock lives on to be a hundred. Innocent kids born with challenging infirmities. Jerks who are not be sick a day in their lives. One child born into squalid conditions in an impoverished country. Another child born into a country of prosperity. I have no idea how you feel about these circumstances but it always leaves me with the question of “the why of it all”, with a hint of the scent of the absurdism of Albert Camus hanging in the background.

Thirty Seconds For Some Answers

It brings to mind a scene from a 1940’s film noir movie with the actor Robert Mitchum. He was portraying a hard boiled detective dealing with some nasty, backstabbing characters. At one point, Mitchum encounters one of these villainous characters and throws him against the wall in an alleyway. With gun in hand under the guy’s chin, he states with unequivocal firmness, “OK, you’ve got exactly thirty seconds to give me some answers.” After the guy says he doesn’t know anything, Mitchum cocks the hammer of the gun and replies “Twenty-five seconds”. (By the way Mitchum does get the answers he is looking for). Sometimes this is what I feel like doing to the keeper of the universal records when I see or read or hear about some injustice that angers me.

Many Possibilities

With regard to children born with infirmities, there are many possibilities but I want to make it crystal clear to you that I do not have the answers. I do know some things but I am most definitely not Mr. Knows-It-All. One possibility involves reincarnation. It has been postulated that these children pre-plan their infirmity along the lines of a scenario of voluntary reincarnation in order that they may teach, learn, experience, knowing that when their lifetime is over, they return to where they belong in the eternal world of Spirit without the burden of the infirmity. Another possibility is the ever present free will of mankind. Perhaps one or both of the parents harbor fears that are picked up on by the fetus affecting the development. Perhaps the man chooses to inflict violence on the mother, injuring the fetus. Perhaps the mother chooses to introduce a toxic substance to the womb. Perhaps a greedy and nefarious industrialist chooses to pollute the water source that affects pre-natal development of the fetus. Perhaps that child is foreordained to be an inspiration to other souls through the child’s divine handling of the infirmity. There are other possibilities as well. Until we finish this lifetime and resume interaction in the hereafter, we will really never know for sure the “why” of it all but that does not stop the search for answers while we are here. Training yourself to be fully present at all times in the here and now is the key to handling the “why’s” of life.

The Wild Man From Borneo

When I was a little kid back in the 1950’s, they still had small time traveling circuses that would set up their tents in the areas outside urban locales. These circuses not only had the “big top” tents but also had carnival like sideshows that people would visit before the main circus show. When I was five, one of these circuses came to my small town. My older brother and I were able to get free tickets to this circus. Mom gave us each a quarter for treats during the show. My brother and I were intrigued by a pre-event tented side show that featured “The Wild Man From Borneo”. On the side of the tent was painted a mural of a fearsome looking beast, half-man, half-animal. (Spoiler alert: The actual wild man looked nothing like the beast on the mural). Admission was twenty-five cents. My brother actually had the good fortune to find a quarter on the ground after we arrived at the circus site. He said we could use that quarter for popcorn during the circus show. As we were both curious about this wild man from Borneo, we decided to use the quarters that Mom gave us to see what it was all about. Being a little runt, I was kind of afraid it would get loose. My brother assured me however that they must keep him in a cage so we would be safe. Inside we went.

Just A Guy In A Costume

The wild man was a little scary to me but my brother was unimpressed. It looked like a man with all painted markings on his body, a necklace of animal teeth around his neck, wearing a loincloth and with fur on his arms and legs. The wild man was jumping and leaping all around his cage making all sorts of unintelligible sounds. He would look wildly all around him then jump around again in a random manner. My brother said, “Ahh it’s just a guy in a costume putting on a show.” I cautioned my brother not to say that too loud or the wild man would get angry with us. My brother just laughed. And just like that, after a few minutes, the carnival barker said the show was over as the next group was ready to come in. I never forgot however the image of the wild man jumping all around wildly from side to side inside the cage.

Thought + Feeling + Belief = Your Life

Just like “The Wild Man From Borneo” your own mind will jump around wildly just like him if you allow it. There is no other way around it – to receive your desires fulfilled in certainty, you have to do some work on focusing your thoughts. You have to discipline your mind to dwell on the thoughts that will lead to feelings that will lead to beliefs that will bring to you that which you earnestly desire. Direct your mind instead of allowing your mind to direct you. Your mind can be a useful tool or a tyrannical master. You will always be tempted to jump to a downward spiral by complaining about your current negative circumstances.

Your Imagination Does Not Care

Your imagination will bring you benefit or it will bring you detriment. It really does not care one way or the other. It is always your choice. Train your mind to bring you benefit! Why do you continue to dwell on the adverse circumstances of your current life? Your answer may be: “Because the circumstances of my current life are adverse Dipshit, that’s why. Just take a look at everything wrong going on around me.” This is precisely the time when you need to train your faith with an unwavering belief. It is hard. I know it’s hard. It’s hard for me also. I don’t always succeed but it is the way out of current troubles. It is your escape route. It is the way out of your problems no matter what they are or how many there are.

Worry Never Ever Helps

Worry is not a neutral feeling. It is destructive. It is toxic. Worry is dwelling on negative results occurring within a particular situation. Faith is your true power to break through any problem. Faith is the assurance of things unseen. Faith…..Assurance…..Unseen. Refuse to dwell for even a second on your current circumstances if what you see going on around you is not what you believe as your destined reality. Live in the end. It doesn’t matter if, like Wile E. Coyote, an Acme safe or piano falls on your head. If your feelings and your beliefs match up with your desired reality as being the “real deal” reality, if you remain ferociously loyal to the unseen reality no matter what happens, then the unseen reality will eventually become the seen reality and you will ultimately receive what you desire and more.

Conceive. Believe. Receive.

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Repentance – A New You in 2022

Repentance Does Not Equal Remorse

Throughout Christianity and the Bible you find the word “repentance”. What do you think when you hear the word repentance. Most people will say that it means to regret, to be remorseful. In fact, the Oxford Language dictionary presents a definition of repentance as “sincere regret or remorse”. This brings to mind a scene from an episode of the classic television comedy series, “The Office”. The episode is entitled “The Coup”. In this episode, the character Dwight Schrute attempts to steal the job of his boss, branch manager Michael Scott. He fails and unbeknown to Dwight, Michaels finds out about it. At first, Michael leads Dwight to believe that he has succeeded in supplanting him and that Dwight is the new branch manager. Michael then abruptly lets Dwight know that he knows all about Dwight’s attempted coup and betrayal and advises Dwight that he has completely failed. Shocked by this information, Dwight drops to his knees in abject remorse, hysterically crying and begging Michael for forgiveness. Dwight totally prostrates himself at Michael’s shoes, vowing never to betray him again and promising to do Michael’s laundry for a year. Ultimately Michael relents and offers reconciliation but takes up Dwight on his laundry offer. This is what many picture as repentance. Begging God for forgiveness and offering to do God’s laundry for a year. That is not repentance. Repentance is a radical change of your attitude.

A Radical Change In Your Perspective

Repentance – a radical change in your awareness. Radical as in right down to the very root of your being. Repentance has nothing to do with the breaking of any traditional moral code. You can endeavor to strictly keep all the moral codes of the world, imposed by all the priesthoods, encoded in all the religions of the world. It would mean nothing as far as what the scriptures teach about repentance. To repent is to radically change your attitude toward your life and circumstances. When you do that, your perspective changes. When that happens, your awareness of being changes. When that happens, it will inevitably be reflected in the circumstances of the external world around you.

In the New Testament, the word for repentance is taken from the Greek word metanoia. Literally metanoia translates to “change of mind”. It is not about regret or shame or guilt or walking over hot coals to do penance. Metanoia or repentance implies a conscious decision to face a new direction. Take this example of metanoia. When you stand with your back to a source of light, you cannot see the light. You are only aware of your shadow and a reality of darkness. By simply turning around and changing your point of view you no longer encounter darkness. Your awareness has changed. You are now aware of bathing in the radiance of the source of light.

Your Responsibility – God’s Gift

Repentance is both your responsibility as a child of God as well as a wonderful gift from God. You want things to change in your life? Are you currently sick and tired of the ways things are in your life? If so, then repent – totally change your view of the current picture of you “missing the mark”. Replace it with another view, a view of you “hitting the mark”. In your mind’s eye – in the fertile fields of your God-given Imagination – create. Create a scene just as if you were a movie director, but the movie was your reality, your life, not a movie. Create, then be the actor in that scene that portrays the rock solid reality of the fulfillment of your imagination dream creation. Feel it. Live in it. Be in it. It simply is. It really is real.Live in the end. Then stop. Surrender the deepest and most heartfelt thanks to God Almighty for the completion and fulfillment of your dream. In your heart, let loose and be like one of those blubbering contestants on a television game show when they realize they won the grand showcase prize. Let the course of events, timing, manner and methods be completely directed by God as to the details. The fulfillment is God’s gift to you as long as you do your part by fulfilling your responsibility of a radical change in your awareness. God’s methodologies, from the very depths of Universal Intelligence, are far beyond comprehension. Dismiss any thought or indwelling of circumstances that do not sync up with your vision. Have faith that your consciousness, your awareness of being, is now your true reality. You do not have to see it – You know it. Read carefully how Scripture defines faith: “Faith is the assurance of things not seen, the evidence of things hoped for.” The assurance of things not seen. Stop reading for a moment. Just ponder the richness and beauty of that wonderful definition.

Perhaps you are currently caught in a financial bind. Maybe you feel like your bills got you by the throat and are throttling you to death. Let me ask you this question – What would it be like to you, if in fact, right now, you had plenty of money for all your needs as well as the ability to help others. Would you hide this money from your creditors and those that you would help including yourself? On the contrary, you would happily pay all your bills, buy what you want to buy and help those that you wish to help. So where does this wonderful circumstance begin? In…..Your …..Imagination with your chosen state of awareness. Metanoia…..Repentance…..A Radical Change of Mind. Don’t wait until next week or next month or next year. Do it now.

A New You In 2022

Repentance is dwelling in Imagination. Imagination is Divine. When you dwell on the Divine, the realization then hits you that the Divine dwells within you. The Kingdom of God is within. Your Imagination creates your ultimate reality. Your complete faith in Universal Intelligence solidifies that reality in your external circumstances. Any current awareness that you stubbornly hold onto that you are “missing the mark” or “falling short” is sin. Repentance is turning away from sin. You turn from sin by assuming in your Imagination that you are “hitting the mark”, whatever you choose that mark to be.

Repentance is a radical change in your awareness of what is. The word radical has been defined as “very different from the usual”. Take this brand new year of 2022 and choose radical. Choose the gift of repentance. Right now is truly the time to break free from the sickening cycle of “I will never do it again” only to observe that in one day or one week or one month from today you are doing it again and right back on that frustrating hampster treadmill, right back to “the usual”.

Claim your desire. Change your attitude. Live your repentance. Manifest your desire. Be a living, breathing demonstration of the glory of God, the Eternal I AM.